As we know, everybody has both a feminine and masculine side. One side being dominate over the other. As a child, my feminine side sought to grow and be loved but she was traumatised an awful lot over the years and she needs some healing. To provide this healing, I parody her to force myself to recognise and work with her. Now I am at the point where some real self counseling is required so I have created a private blog so she can express herself. No inhibitions allowed unless she's talking about them as something to cast away. At home in real life, she will have time to look after herself by buying some flowers to arrange in vases around the home among other things which will all be noted in her private blog. I'm looking forward to seeing her gaining some self confidence instead of hiding behind cheeky barbs.