Hey EC guys and gals, I went through a spell of posting and reading on here about 6-8 weeks ago. Since then, I've started a new job and have started to get on with life. I still have a difficult situation with my wife and baby but the future doesn't seem so bleak. The biggest step I've made, last week in fact, was visiting a gay pub in London and chatting to 2 guys. After a few beers, we each explained our 'gay situation' and it was like therapy for me! I left feeling like I'd really achieved something. Small steps in the right direction...
Hi bigeagle - The first step is always the hardest. Once that step has been taken the rest just fall into place. It is never easy however with time and understanding things will improve. Good luck.
