I'm staying a week at my parents home with the kids at their winter break right now, flying home next saturday and I wish to come out to my mother again. Last time was over twenty years ago, she was ok with it then. My father is not so good at talking feelings, he doesn't know. My parents are getting older, they are 75 now and I don't know how long they will live. I am longing to be able to be myself here but I actually am just acting as their daughter and the mother to my kids, not so much myself. I am married and a mother now so me being gay would be seen as inappropriate. Poor kids. My parents are fighting all the time but they stay married because they neither can live without each other. I don't know what I want with this thread, just a little rant I think.
