Welp, I am now officially on my two week holiday! A well deserved one I must say! Thank you all for the threads, for replying to mine and for just being there! I am thankful that there are people just like me, going through the similar obstacles as me and surviving it all. I will not be going on ec while I am off as I dare not get on it at home. But stay safe, stay strong and I'll be back in a couple of weeks! Hopefully when I am back, I will be able to tell you about this woman I have been talking to. . . fingers crossed