This was a first for me. I was driving down the street today on my way to do some errand, and I realized that my mind was empty. As in, I wasn't thinking about anything. At all. Maybe that sounds weird, but I've known nothing but a cacaphony up there for decades. And now... silence. No worrying. No self-analysis. Nothing. I almost wanted to find something to fret about to fill the silence, but I'm trying not to. This is an interesting experience...
Congratulations - silencing the inner dialog is quite the breakthrough Have you actively tried to quiet your mind through yoga or meditation? Or do you feel that your accepting your sexuality has calmed your mind? ---------- Post added 16th Jan 2016 at 04:06 PM ---------- PS - Highly recommend The Velvet Rage - see http://emptyclosets.com/forum/enter...hor-velvet-rage-youtube-vids.html#post2918410
I have had that... It feel amazing... But afterwards I felt really bad... I realized how it must be feeling for a normal human being, to be able to use its full mind potential to focus and work on something... I realized that if I didn't have that stupid burden I would have learnt couple of languages, or read more books, watched more movies, had more friends... Still I look forward to this feeling whenever it decides to hit me.
That sounds like a nice experience. Silence in the head is so calming. I have heavy traffic up there all the time haha.
