Despite my underlying depression at the moment, having accepted myself as gay my head feels clearer, I can breathe properly for the first time in a long time - sounds daft but breathe through both nostrils properly. Something has lifted from me. ---------- Post added 2nd Apr 2016 at 04:03 AM ---------- Things are more vivid visually
I understand the feeling, once I personally accepted myself as gay, my head also cleared. It was almost like I had a head cold, stuffed up and foggy, then I could breath, think and focus better. I to was depressed during this time until I fully accepted myself as gay. It's like a weight was lifted off my shoulders. Now I'm in the process of coming out to my wife, just waiting on the right time, if there is such a thing. I have came out to parents, brother, and a few close friends. They have been my rock during this process.
That is exactly the feeling I have. Like a head cold stuffed up and foggy. Precisely ---------- Post added 2nd Apr 2016 at 04:52 AM ---------- I had!