I don't really want to write a long thing about my back and forth feelings or any of that. I just want to say that sometimes, when I really just can't get out of my own head, I genuinely feel like I'm going a little crazy. Like, everything about my life feels so out of sorts. And it wasn't like this before about a year ago. I used to be happy all the time, or at least that's how I remember it. Being easy going and generally more functional. And now, I feel like it doesn't take a lot to get me feeling bad/sad/mad/etc. And I don't like that feeling one bit.
Yep. Today I freaking lost it. Went from happy to sad to angry to productive to a sloth then cried and sent four emotional texts to four different people. Full out crazy today. It sucked.
(*hug*)Hang in there COS, you can get through this. I do know how you feel, and I've felt crazy so many times.
Isn't everyone just a bit crazy???? From my experience, such emotions can be used as a catalyst to actually help provide clarity for yourself. Almost like an out of body experience, try and take a step back away from yourself and look from the outside in as to what is driving those thoughts. It might take a minute, an hour, a day a week, or whatever, but embrace it as a catalyst propelling you to finally come to terms with yourself. So in reality, your not crazy, its just your minds way of highlighting the need for you to find peace.
You mean people have moments of sane, rational thinking, behavior? Really? WTF, I need to get some of that.
