I was supposed to march with someone in the Boston Pride Parade the person ended up marching with someone else. Figured I come in anyway. Wish I hadn't seeing all these people together and happy has made me more depressed than I've been in a long time. Being alone sucks.
I came on here because I'm sitting watching friends post about being at Pride in Milwaukee (quite a ways from me), which I can't go to, and wishing I could be there. Or at any Pride for that matter. But I feel like I'd be in the same boat as you, alone and wishing I had someone there to be with. I wish I had a girlfriend that I could go with and really enjoy it. I've never been to Pride before.
I'm supposed to go to Pride tomorrow but I'm so worried it will turn out like that. I wish I had good advice for you.