48 year old WM needs guidance on how to approach my wife regarding my feelings of attraction to men. I have increasingly have a live for gay porn over straight porn. I have a desire to have sex with men and have visited heavily gay areas of SD and PS to observe. I have tried to get a sense of what my wife would think while in bed. I would at first ask her to pay attention to my arse, weeks later built up to what I felt was good like a toy. Finally she sensed and asked if I was gay, she asked on a few occasions based on my actions. Finally I said that I would love to be with a guy sometime. She said if that happened, she would be out. I am scared to go further with her. Bit I have these feeling that grow more and more. I am worried about my kids and family. I gave her hints on how I feel, but dont know how to gi forward