Hi! Long time no writing.. I met a guy today whom I met in a dating website. We have been messaging each other for a while and finally we met. We had some coffee and then we went to a park and kissed. Actually I don't know how to feel right now. I think and overthink too much... Actually I liked it. I've never kissed anyone ever!!!!!!!!!!!!! I also liked that he was ok with giving it time and going slow. It is like my mind is trying to understand so it is late behind all the events. My mind is not caching up! Is this normal? I'm scared but also feeling good. I want to run away but also want to see him again. Why do I make everything so crazy in my head?? Thank you for reading
