So I had an HIV scare... Not to get into the drama, but after a message from the doctor's office that really scared me, no, it totally messed me up, I am ok (really, no question about it). But for a couple days I was a wreck, truly a wreck. And a mystery -- since for me its safer sex only. Could I be that 1 in a million? yeah, maybe. And that's what I thought. So I did something I rarely do (maybe 3 times in 10 years) -- I got totally sh*t faced drunk in a bar. And then I wanted to hook up (yes, I know, the idiotic irony). This is a big wake up call for me. Being adolescent is fine. But avoiding what I'm feeling and trying to numb myself... not so. Another step in the journey...:icon_redf
Well... the life reserves plenty of surprises! Really happy for you that is was only a false alarm! I could say drink to it... but that might not be appropriate :lol:
