i havent fully accept that i am gay!sometimes when i am happy or having fun suddenly i remember that i am gay and my mood goes really down. i think that my life sucks and i will go to hell after all because im gay! i am thinking of suicide sometimes! :icon_sad:
This probably belongs in the support section, one of the mods can move it for you, you'll get more help there. What part about being gay upsets you the most? I remember going through the same thing when I was dealing with coming to terms with being gay. You're not going to hell, if thats something that's bothering you then Matthew Vines has a really good YouTube video with some excellent points. The Gay Debate: The Bible and Homosexuality - YouTube