I'm in 7th grade, I have this massive crush on this girl in 10th who has a BF so I don't have a chance with her. I've been masturbating to a sexual fantasy involving her and I which seems really creepy to me but it has taken away a lot of my sexual frustration. Is this a good thing or a bad thing?
Don't worry about it. We don't have thought police (at least not yet, although if some could have their way...,). What you decide to fantasise about is your business. It's not like it's hurting anyone. As long as you don't go round blurting it out to everyone nearby do she hears it, then it's not a problem. I mean, when you think about it, it's no different to say someone madturbating to their favourite celebrity they have a crush on. I'm sure that happens all the time. Happy days