I hate going there. They keep calling me a woman and I keep telling them to stop. I hate it. They treat me like a fucking woman. I want it to stop. Only one of them really understand that I am a man and respects me for it. Anyway, I am in worse pain. I am still retaining urine and can barely get any out. NOTHING is working. Catheteriszation hurts like fire. Its excruciating. It is agonizing every time. I try to avoid it due to it being so painful. That and they keeping giving me fucking women's catheters. I hate it even more. They touch me there. The only way to drain the bladder is too excruciating, Im on an antibiotic because I have a bad infection. I see the doctor tomorrow. I need help. I already broke down and I don;t want it to happen again. Please help help help help help I want this pain to end and I want to stop pinching, nothing is helping. NOTHING. Relaxing is futile, catheters cause excruciating torture and the urologist has a tendency to make things worse. please help me. Is there any way out???? Can I get rid of the shit in my bladder without going through all this pain???? It pinched without an infection too. I hate sitting around with a full bladder with no way to empty it, If you don't now the answer, move along and don;t waste my time. :help::help::help::help::help::help::help::help::help:
