I am have extreme body dysphoria to the point where I will have thoughts of mutilating my own body parts etc. I am a very sexual person I always have been, I started watching porn very young so I could pretend I was like the boys in the videos and I usually resort to watching gay porn because I wish I could do those things and look like that so I just don't even think about that part(s) of my body and I know that isn't healthy... I don't like my front being touched especially penetrated...If my dick were bigger I think it would help I want to be able to be with my partner and have a nice time and explore kinks and stuff but I always have panic attacks or start crying/can't relax. It's so fucking hard for me, any tips for feeling more comfortable/relaxed?? I have a packer but it usually just hurts me that I can't feel it and it's not really mine it makes me feel 'fake'. I really like being submissive and enjoy anal a lot and being treated like a femboy. Thank you ! :icon_redf
Fantasizing can help. Like imagining one has a cis member. The other thing that can sometimes help is a prosthetic that aids in stimulation (like some 3-in-1 packers have). uppercaseCHASE1 on YT has some videos that might be helpful as well for you.
