as usual I have kind of a weird question for you EC. I have to get off multiple times daily, and as I've posted before I think I may be addicted to porn. But now I'm wondering if I'm just really horny all of the time and wanting to explore my sexuality. Because I often get turned on and have to relieve myself. But is this just me being a horny little teenager that's wanting to discover himself, or am I addicted to porn and have to keep going back because of it? I know this isn't a place to receive a diagnosis of addiction or lack there of, but I'm just trying to figure out if I'm overreacting or if my concerns are legitimate and I should seek professional help. especially since I think it may be making it harder to determine my sexuality, and lately it's made it to where I'm questioning my gender also. So again, am I being paranoid, and these feelings are just normal for someone my age, or are my concerns valid and porn is changing my views on my own identity??? And as usual any and all advice on this little worry of mine is greatly appreciated.
Your hormones and "stuff down there" are surging. It happens. You may also be a little lonely and frustrated about some things and you find temporary relief with those activities. I have been there (still am, really). What kind of porn are you watching? When you're away from porn, what do you fantasize about?
What I look I depends on my mood. But most of the time it's transgender/cross dresser porn. Usually just random daydreams or story ideas to write. But sometimes I think of porn even when I'm at school or other inappropriate places so it worries me a bit sometimes. I'm especially worried that all the porn I look at is making it harder for me to discover my identity especially my sexuality.
I can relate to this so much...ive been addicted since i was very small and i use it to escape so i dont have to think about my own body and i can pretend to have the parts that the people do in the videos and stuff..
