Hi guys.. sorry if this seems a little strange? not sure if it is or not what do you guys think? Since I have come out and I still cant believe it, that I've done that..... to pretty much every one in my life now and basically the whole world I decided to shave my penis and scrotum. Have always had pubic hair down there my whole life, I may have trimmed before but I've never shaved the whole lot off before.. I guess for me it kind of brings me into my new me , my new gay me ! starting fresh, no more trying to be normal , trying to want to have sex with women, sadly always with prostitutes while to try and feel like a normal man.... just concentrating on guys from now on.. but my mind still wants me to look at womens bits , either on the net or when out like walking past a woman in town and she has big boobs, ( with the greatest respect for women!) is this my mind saying this is what you cant have now that your officially gay?? looking at a vagina on the net and now knowing I'll never ever be inside one again.. guess its some part of me that wants closure from all of that, so I can move on and find Mr Right , my life partner if I can... any ideas ?? \:icon_wink
