I am now 33, I am autistic but I dont think thats the main issue just part of it. I never liked touching myself and since I am a grower not a shower I only a few times a year get in the mood. I know I am capable of getting there but cant tell if its physical or psychological or both, the times I have been not just in the mood but ready for the occasion were times when I was full of confidence and it showed and I get to above average length, but sadly I can count the times this has happened on just over 1 hand (lol) It has always been over senstive to the point it literally feels like someone has poked me in the eye but on a larger level, I stopped rising totally after one day in bed I lay at an angle and it felt like under the head something was tender, and when I get aroused now it feels like its swollen inside rather than getting larger. I was low on testosterone 2 years ago despite being so hairy I would be called a bear to people, after given gel to increase it, it was the only time I could rise partly for the occasion and I was so in the mood twice in 2 weeks I couldnt sleep for 2 days and was basically dry humping the sofa and needed multiple cold showers. I have been given viagra which didnt do anything. The few times I have rose for the occasion on my life I notice the skin is far too tight around it which stops it growing any more.