hi guys, I haven't been on here much, other than lurking as they say on the net now! things have slowed down a lot for me , which is good in some ways. been busy with study's , my band and other things and still on all my meds. up till my depression I have always masturbated at least twice a day, morning if I have had the time or at night in bed, now days its like once a week , or twice a week if I can muster myself to do it. not always ejacaulating , some times just the orgasm, if that.. I think I have been feeling a lot better the last few months, not much in the way of self harming which has been good too .. any way just thought I'd share some of my experiences so far.. met one guy on line (off line eventually) but it didn't work out, so I'm leaving that for now, but still would kind of like more masturbation.. hmm any one else gone thru something similar?
