I'm a trans girl, pre everything. I usually did not have any issue with masturbation up until a few weeks ago, I even had my own way of doing it as to avoid dysphoria, but lately I just can't do it without feeling disgusted and wishing I had a vagina so badly. How can I masturbate in such a way which is bearable and somewhat resambles what it would be like if I actually had a vagina without using sex toys? I read of some different techniques, but I couldn't find anything on how to aliviate genital dysphoria specifically. Any help is welcome.