For some odd reason whenever I see an attractive guy or think about them my stomach hurts and I feel like I'm gonna be sick. If I stop thinking about them then the pain goes away. What is with this?
It could be years upon years of brainwashing from every part of your life that told you "man + woman = good. man + man =/= good."? Maybe your still adjusting to the fact its 100% o.k. to have these feelings? Me thinks your going through some self-loathing or something were your feeling bad about having these attractions. It could also be tied to how "out" you are.
