I'm very confused with these feelings. I'm young and I've known I've wanted someone to discipline me since I was 8.
Some people like to feel pain, others don't. Spanking is relatively normal, considering some other fetishes there are.
Yes, it is healthy to have a spanking fetish. There's nothing unhealthy about having the desire to be disciplined, at least not at the level your opening post suggests.
well it's not unhealthy. Like QueVidaLaMia said - it's relatively allright compared to other fetishes. Time wasted having fun is not wasted time - Bertrand Russell. He's awesome btw. So as long as you enjoy it and hopefully not having negative effects on yourself then it's insanely acceptable haha.
It would only be considered unhealthy if that's the only way that you are able to enjoy sex or a sexual situation with another person.
Thanks for the responses. I'm aware there is a community out there. I'm a virgin so I don't know if I'd enjoy intimacy, but I can imagine doing ao once I meet the right person. Kissing is fun to me and I find other things hot. I'm a little afraid of sex but I feel it's normal to be.