Hey guys So I am a bottom primarily, I mean I top sometimes but given my...size I don't top often because I lose blood flow making it difficult to penetrate a guy, especially if they're tight. But when I do bottom although I enjoy it I'll admit at the same time there's almost an aspect where I don't and so I'm always asking the guy "are you close" when I really shouldn't be. I just feel almost like I want to rush it because I eventually just get tired of a guy's...dick inside of me. I don't really ever feel much pain (except on initial insertion) but it's just like eventually I just get bored and tired. I mean sure I'll jerk, but that's the other thing, sometimes I just like to orgasm but the guy takes longer and once I orgasm I'm REALLY not into it anymore. Even if he's a guy I really like, it's still a case where I'm just like...ok I'm done pull out...any thoughts why this might be?