So, I've been in this weird state of mind for the past couple weeks. The thing is, my entire life, I've been attracted to women. The thing that makes it confusing for me though, is that I never realized that it was an attraction like that until recently. To clarify, I basically just wrote it off my whole life because it was so natural to me to attracted to women that I thought it was something all females experienced; attraction to other women. I am also confused about my sexuality because I have been with men before; in serious relations:tears:hips. This is The most confusing part for me. I enjoy the pleasure of sleeping with men but the actual intercourse was always extremely awkward to me and I was never fully satisfied with any of my partners, in regards to getting enough. So it is confusing to me because I think that could be attributed to the fact that I don't actually want to have sex with guys. But that's just it. I DON'T KNOW. I'm so lost and I haven't even had sex with a woman but I've always watched lesbian porn and I've always been really personal with my chick friends. My first kiss was even with a female. Idk.Any guidance would be so appreciated. And there's one girl in particular that I've been crazy about for like 6 years. help me?
