I am going to go to a LGBT church in a couple of hours. I'm really nervous! I'm still trying to figure out "what" I am, and how I identify. I am hoping, that being around some like minded people, will help clarify things for me. Maybe I can make some friends, and give me a chance to explore who I am more. I'm really worried about going though. I feel like I'm trying to sneak into an exclusive club that I don't belong to. I feel like they will say, "You don't belong here, you aren't one of us!" I know they won't, and I know that's stupid, but I feel like an impostor. I don't feel straight, I don't feel gay, I'm not sure if I feel bi. I just feel confused.
