I consider myself open to bisexuality, but lately I've come to only think about girls, I've been realizing I don't imagine myself having a boyfriend yet I do think finding love with a girl more likely to happen (at least on my mind) I can imagine myself holding hands with a girl and being happy and laying there with my girlfriend and I find those thoughts so tender, sweet and special, makes my heart melt:icon_redf and makes me want to skip my life to a part of it when I find myself the same way I do on these thoughts. Whenever I feel stressed or sad I think about such things and makes me feel way better and happier, which had never happened to me in my whole "straight" life.
Would you ever have those thoughts/feelings for a guy? Like that special 'make your heart melt' thoughts?
I did, I haven't have those kind of thoughts in a loooooong time and right now I can't find myself dating a guy or having any kind of relationship with any guy...
Then I would personally say you're gay then. I mean, ultimately only you can label yourself. But the fact you can't see yourself having any kind of relationship with a guy would suggest you could be gay, rather than bisexual.
