I recently realized I was bisexual long story short I found out when I ended up giving some guy head in the back of his car. I really enjoyed it so the next day to further test it I used my girlfriends verytor on myself and oh my god it felt amazing and have done that and lots of other things just about every day. Now I still live my GF and enjoy sex with her even even more so after I did it to myself. But i know it can't be anything like having a real man penetrate me i want this and only this so bad. But the problem is bcuz of my age and where i live it had proven very hard to do how do I find a man willing to help me explore my sexuality and have some old fashioned good hot sex
Considering you are older than 18 [?] I suggest gay dating apps, it works with a radar and shows the gay guys that live the closest to you, you can make an anonymous profile, share photos only with guys that interest you, arrange a meeting with a guy you like and do the job, I personally think though that it's wrong to cheat on your girlfriend, even if it's with a guy, even if it's to explore your sexuality. Alternatively you can talk to the first guy you sucked and tell him you'd like to see him again?
