i have been hurt by men in alot of ways and i have always been ashamed by it because my family looks down on it and i know part of my issue is my suppression is my sexuality and my family always saying bad things will happen to gays its one reason i don't believe in anything my uncle is even worse he thinks gays need "help" i realized my family is the cause of most of my issues yes not all of them but i know that i'm afraid of being with a woman because of what they will say i made a post last night about my family and my early experience like when i first realized it and i realized last night most of the reason i feel detached from my family is because i feel a resentment for what they did to me for making me ashamed of being who i am its not me who has the problem its them who makes it worse i just don't know what to do i need help please does anyone know how i feel?
