I know I am transexual, but, honestly, I could have a relationship with either sex. I prefer women most of the time, and some of the time prefer men so I consider myself pansexual. My main issue is I'm too poor to even consider M2F transition. I'll crossdress a little to feel good privately, but that's it. As a child, I went through tons of sexual abuse so, honestly, I'm scared of men sometimes due to my childhood of sex abuse and violence. I just wonder if I'm looking at a pretty lonely life due to being this way? My life has been pretty lonely my whole life anyway, which causes me to question whether or not there is someone out there for everyone or not.
