Can denial be so deep that it literally hides itself to a point that their true attractions do not exist but overall is not noticeable at all? If not; then can someone define denial of ones true sexual orientation?
If you are that deep in denial, you may not recognize any attractions as what they are. There was a LOT of stuff that I did not recognize and I'm still finding things to think of in a new way now that I acknowledge my orientation. You've gotta remember though that everyone is different. Some people are attracted to every other person they meet. Others are only attracted once in a while to someone so if you're trying to measure you sexuality right now you may just need to clear your head first. Instead of looking back- look forward. If you find yourself attracted to someone of the same sex, that's okay. If you find yourself attracted to someone else that's okay too.