I've been confused with my feelings since I was 13/14 as I used to have a crush on my female teacher at school, I then slept with a girl who was a friend when I was 14 (she came out as gay and has been with her girlfriend for 5 years), it was a one off but it made me really question my sexuality. When I left school I didn't start dating until I was 17 and since then I've just dated a few guys but I can't shake off the attraction to women, I'm getting frustrated with people asking why haven't I got a boyfriend or keep asking why I'm still single after 3 years. It's hard where I live to meet other gay women as I live in quite a rural area but I've decided to get out there and try and meet new people, part of me really wants to meet a nice girl and give it a go and see how I feel as I'm so confused. :bang:
It sounds like your gay but take time to work it out and it is confusing and life changing and scary but hopefully it will work out good luck xxx