Hi guys, I've never even considered posting on a forum but here I go. Oh, by the way, sorry if posting in wrong section ( on phone). I am a 17 year old who is a very confused 17 year old. When I was around the age of 13 I had a girlfriend, I never really liked her but I thought something was there. Whenever we met up it was weird and cold. In the end I had nothing to find attractive in her and ended it. I began having a fascination with my next door neighbour who is 2 years younger then me. He was pretty attractive and I kinda still do find him attractive but my urges have settled. From then on I had a bit of an experimentation with a boy who was curious but it was too weird for me and I went to bed. But after I was beating myself up about it and wanted to go further. About 5 weeks ago I began questioning my sexuality and my head just spun out. Because I started noticing my friends would make comments on "attractive" girls and I can't relate. However when I see a nice looking boy I kinda get a little weird and nervous to be around them (this is what's getting me worried). I have tried looking at gay porn but the big tough well built 'pornstar' look doesn't so anything but the kinda slim teen Round my age is different. I don't want to be gay, but I don't want to be in denial ;(. I'm quite open to questions and don't really mind the severity. I had a crush on a girl once but that lasted a week. Sorry on phone so I am writing what is in my head and I am sorry for lack of structure. I currently have a little weird crush on a boy in my grade who I have sexual thoughts about. He came over yesterday and kinda talked about himself and I want to touch him in my head but I don't want to commit because that would end badly. Thank you and please ask questions, I'm happy to answer
you sound like you are bisexual . If you are having attractions for both genders and you had the attrsctions for both for over 2 years or so then you are most likely bisexual. You could even be bicurious but you sound like you are bi
