Heya, I got this pretty messed up problem here. I love female body, boobs and butt, but I can't think of being with a woman. It actually feels stupid and unnatural. In fact, vagina is gross and the most scariest thing on earth huh (in my opinion). I've dated two girls and both relationships seemed to be stupid and I felt unnatural... I had sex with these girls and yes, their vaginas looked and felt scary. I tried to lick once and damn I couldn't do that. I have always knew that I liked both girls and boys but at younger age I just didn't accept being gay but lately I've been thinking that I might be gat and I'm more than fine with that. I hate it when I check women at public... The problem itself is that I don't enjoy male body as much as female body but I got alot of male crushes and only few female crushes. I'd actually try to be with a man since I don't want to be with a woman... What are your thoughts? Should I call myself bi or gay or what?
If you're bi, you seem to be leaning very strongly toward men...possibly all the way to the point of being gay. So what feels most right to you? As far as attractions...if I'm reading this right you haven't tried anything with a guy yet. Humans are very sensual creatures (driven by sensation) and if/when you eventually do some stuff with guys you may find your perspective shifting or broadening because you will be associating what you see with the sensations you (now) know it can give you. Todd
You could be homoromantic heterosexual which could be confusing and irritating, you might end up in a relationship with a man but might not enjoy sex with him which will be complicated. Yet, as Todd mentioned, you haven't tried anything with a guy yet, so who knows? You might come to enjoy it. Just take some time and explore the unknown.
I kinda feel like I WANT to experience man love and that's the reason I'm writing here... I mostly masturbate to women but I CAN masturbate to 'right kind of men'... I'm just used to think women so it must have became a habit or something... Thank you both for your opinions and support.
yeah thats the problem with sexuality it seems, i get very turned on in the beginning of watching a gay porno but it sort of dies out n then i have to force it. in person sex with a guy was only good when i closed my eyes n fantasized about it, cuddling with a guy feels really good, but i feel like its cause im using this new erotic fantasy to fulfill this lonelyness a girl left me in and out of bed. so im a little fucked up, and like i notice MAN BODIES dont turn me on, its only there dick n ass, while woman bodies dont do anything at all but i get turned on by there faces more then guys.. its a bit of an annoying situation lol...
If you want to have the experience GO FOR IT! Don't let your emotions or thoughts tie you, when you have the impulse for trying something, as long as you are sure that you could cope with the worst scenario, one that you must consider for a bit, then don't be hesitant, rather regret doing it than regret not doing it...am I clear...? Not so good with words.
Can anyone relate? This is so annoying... I don't know why I feel guilty when I watch women.. I just cant think I could be with a woman even though I think women while I do mbate... It pisses me off that I dont enjoy male body that much. I find many males in my school handsome, cute and attractive but I cant mbate to them... This sucks!!
