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Confused again...

Discussion in 'Sexual Orientation' started by RCJ24, Oct 4, 2013.

  1. RCJ24

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    I am 20 y/o and have struggled with my sexuality since junior high. I just recently decided I was 100% gay. I am only out to one friend and she has been fairly supportive but cannot give me good advice because she is not gay. The thing is, I have only ever dated girls. I never had sex with any of the girls I have dated, even the ones I was in love with. I just couldn't do it. But I have slept with two different girls and two different guys. Non of which I had a romantic or emotional connection with. With the girls I never received satisfaction, but with both of the guys I did. When I see girls I still want to be with them sexually and emotionally. I get that unexplainable feeling and longing to be with a beautiful girl. But with guys, really all I ever think about is the sex. So it has me rethinking why I am gay? I like girls emotionally and guys physically. How does that even work?! I'm not bi. I pretended to be bi for too many years. It was just a lie. Anyway, this is more of getting stuff of my chest. But really some solid advice would be such a huge help!