hello all! i'm new here, so tell me if i do anything wrong (i'll try not to). so in recent months, i have been incredibly confused about my romantic/sexual orientation. i am 13 M, and for the past few years i have been under the belief that i am somewhat gay. i was pretty secure with this (not having told anyone) until a large group of my friends were at a fair. my best friend and another girl went into the photo booth with me, and as a joke/surprise, on the last picture they both kissed me in the picture (i told both i was gay before). after it happened, i couldn't really explain my feelings on the inside. i love my friends to pieces, but after this something just feels different. i feel much more possessive over my best friend. i get somewhat jealous (she was talking to this guy who i absolutely hate, and i got mad. im not sure about if im totally just jealous because she was talking to another guy and i was fine) of her interactions, and i am getting very confused. any one have any tips or suggestions on how to figure this stuff out? appreciate it! <3 andrew
Ok, first of all: when i really like someone i get really possessive (i'm not talking about romantic stuff, this happend a lot with my friends) The problem is when i first told one of my friend awhile ago, i felt myself really possessive after she accept me. Your mind is probably in the alert mod (just as i did) when you get really envy of anyone who get close to this person. But i realized it was just the happiness explosion for be accept. It should pass.
