I guess I'm just wondering if there was any real "turning point" where you realised what your sexuality is or if it was a gradual thing or... basically I'm asking for your story... Give me all of your stories!! :badgrin: I'm just really confused and scared at the moment and think I just need to know that I'm not the only one!
Well I knew around the time when I started fantasising about guys more than girls... ...then I got confused again when I realised I had gender issues and now I'm not sure!
On a cruise ship four months ago, I randomly wondered what it'd be like to be a woman. I can't really say where the though came from, but whatever force brought it to me has made sure it never leaves. Now I'm left questioning my gender, though I definitely feel female, both inside and a little outside as well.
Ok, that's weird. Right before I got on a cruise ship four months ago I had a dream about a guy, and I realized I liked it. The entire cruise I was questioning my sexuality. I guess I still am.
Only a few months ago actually but I've always thought women were sexy and always had dreams about women and stuff. X
For me, I realised around 4th or 5th year that something was different. I dismissed it, but now, thinking over it, there was no exact time that I can point out and say 'Yep, that was the day I knew I was gay' (yes, I rhyme because I'm cool like that).
Started wondering about a year ago, why? Because someone thought I was coming on to him, and I was like "nah that's crazy" but that's when it started. I know that I'm gay for sure for about 5-6 months now. Maybe the guy was right after all