Hello all. I don't even know where to start. I have been confused for the past couple of years. Don't really remember what made me start questioning everything. I haven't had any sort of 'experiences' to judge on one way or the other. I am out to only a handful of people in the sense that I am not really sure on my sexuality. I always feel more comfortable around females that are either taken in some way, or out lesbian. I feel like I get along with/feel safer/I can be more myself around females. Most of the time that I spend with groups of straight guys always talk about getting their dicks wet and all sorts of other degrading things about females, and that makes me uncomfortable/angry because it always sounds like they are talking about things and not people. Granted I have only talked to 2 gay guys, and one of them I have only talked with over IM because we met in the first semester of freshman year college and I joined the military right after that. I am really into the gay themed movies like 'Shelter'. Those kinds of movies hit home for me. I watch mostly gay/lesbian porn, not so much the straight stuff. I guess just FYI. Whenever I am out in public or at the bars and parties, I seem to notice good looking guys over good looking girls. There are some girls tho that really stand out, and the same for the guys as well. I am not really sure what I trying to get at here, but this is the best place that I have found to post and ask questions in. I guess I am just looking for a place to rant and get some good answers from it. :help:
Well before you start worrying about your sexuality, maybe fine some different guys to hang out with 'cause these ones sound like arseholes!
Yeah. Most of that group of guys have all left due to military lifestyle, so now I am forced to go find some more people to hang with. The hardest part is that with me living in Germany and not knowing hardly any German, it makes meeting different people difficult.
