I don't know where 2 start with this but, but I'm confused about my sexuality. I'm a guy and I've allways been attracted 2 girls, I'm always checking girls out if I go out, and have enjoyed a good sex life I'm now 30, but there's things that have me worried, as I said I live a happy straight life but the main thing that makes me confused is I have allways felt funny about male rape scenes in movies, I've never been attracted 2 any men and the thought of being with a man does not turn me on at all, I've tryd experimenting with gay porn, I was aroused but it felt wrong and I lost my erection, I also watched shemale porn and that was more appealing, I've also tryed 2 mastabate 2 rape scenes but it felt very wrong again. at the moment I have a girl friend but I'm more interested in porn, and I mostly like straight porn with anal sex, but like tonight I watched somthing on TV and a married man was sneaking 2 have sex with other men, stuff like that make me think am I gay and will I want 2 do stuff like that in the future. Somtimes when I masterbate I may have gay thoughts but that's very rare, if I don't masterbate 4 say 2-3 day I have wet dreams and there nearly always about my girlfriend (4 years together) never about men. I get anxiety a lot, could that have somthing 2 do with it ? And the only attraction I have ever had towards an other male was when I was about 4-5 and I liked another boy because I liked how he looked, it was nothing sexual as I was 4-5 and didn't know same sex attraction exsisted, I would just like some piece of mind, I wont the confusion 2 go away plz help???
