Why must I be gay? I don't really find it fair. I also wish to love and embrace the fact that I am gay, but I find that impossible to do. It's also not fair to like someone who is straight and you can't even tell them the way you feel. She's beautiful.
Nothing stopping you telling them, any more than there would be if it was a guy you were crushing on... Why do you find it "impossible to embrace"?
Don't worry. You will find the perfect person. Even though this girl you like is straight, there are plenty of other girls who will love you. And I have the same question as ElliaOtaku.