I am new... I am questioning and have been questioning my sexual orientation since i was very young, some time in elementary school I believe. I'm 19. I feel emotionally strong feelings towards some women, sometimes sexual interest arises.. I watch lesbian porn more often than not and enjoy it, and sometimes I catch myself, or try to prevent myself, from fantasizing a happy future (like a marriage) with another woman... Does anyone have any advice? it's discomforting to not know myself . I'm in a relationship with a boy now, for 3 years, and although I really care about this boy and we have been intimate well... it just doesnt feel 100% right to be with a boy and it doesn't feel unnatural to think about a relationship with another woman. I've always liked boys, but a part of me has been interested in girls this whole time. As i get older, my affection for boys has slipped more and more and I have been more open minded to thinking about girls in a romantic way. Any advice appreciated. I am so very confused. ---------- Post added 20th Nov 2013 at 08:16 PM ----------
its strange how these things work right? thats what happened to me. i don't know if it was hormones.. somtimes ill play games and say to myself, its cause you kissed and went after girls to early n have this messed up perception of them now, but we won't know that. just some advice, dont do what i did, and struggle with moving away from men, you WILL be happier if you feel like your saying, you need to fight for happiness, i wasted 2-3 years heavily questioning and stressing myself out. and it caused alot of havoc on family and ive lost friendships forever, even with people ive known since was 7
