Has your ever got to the point it started screwing with things in your life? I am bi. I think. Either way I feel attracted to who I feel attracted to. I have had two times that I fell completely hopelessly and romantically for someone. In both cases that someone was a girl. But its so easy for me to be with girls, I feel able to be myself around then and I open up easier. So it makes sense that invest my heart in someone I know knows me right? So does that mean I am only romantically attracted to girls? Or is it really just that my minor fear of boys makes me to shy to ever tell if I could feel romantically for the boy? I just don't get it. I just had a boy ask me out (I find him attractive, I just don't know about romantically...to early to tell) and when I ran to my best friend (my one MALE friend) and told him that I thought I might only be able to be romantically attached to girls, he told me he was in love with me. I can't romantically love him, I wish with all my heart I could but I can't. And now I have to decide whether to say yes to the first boy and see where it goes...or say "no" and well maybe nothing changes I will stay confused until the next disaster. :bang:
