I've been married for four years and my wife has always known I've had bisexual tendencies. A year and a half ago she pushed me to try it. And told be about ******. So I looked for awhile and found a guy I kinda knew. We chatted and I told him what I wanted to try. We agreed to meet. And my wife was excited for me. I have always wanted to be with a man but never had. So I went to his house and he entertained my couriosity. Afterwards she was jealous and didn't want to talk about it. So all of a sudden I couldn't talk to my best friend. So a year went by and now it is killing me. There were things I really liked and want bad. I don't want to cheat. I wish we could just have a guy as a toy. I don't know what to do.
