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i was so gay as a child...

Discussion in 'Sexual Orientation' started by orangevanilla, Dec 2, 2013.

  1. orangevanilla

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    like why didn't my mom stop me from embarassing myself.
    homosexuality is great, it's not that.
    it's just that I was lusting over my 3rd grade teacher.
    and that teacher thought it was so "adorable".
    you know what i think now?
    reread the title of this thread.
    :icon_redf

    and now im confused. i can't tell if i'll continue being attracted to girls
    or if I just want to be gay because i've thought of it as part of my identity for so long
    and then it's what if this is just homophobia speaking?
    i guess i'll only ever know when that someone comes along
    and finds me just as adorable as I found my 3rd grade lady crush
     
  2. abandonedsocks

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    Don't worry about it! Third grade, I mean.. man, I forget how old I was in third grade. 10ish? Don't worry about something that happened back then, and it's okay if you're confused. But I kind of wonder, what made you pull it into question? Did you get a crush on a guy, or are you just wondering? Just think about a life with/being with either gender, and that will help you.