like why didn't my mom stop me from embarassing myself. homosexuality is great, it's not that. it's just that I was lusting over my 3rd grade teacher. and that teacher thought it was so "adorable". you know what i think now? reread the title of this thread. :icon_redf and now im confused. i can't tell if i'll continue being attracted to girls or if I just want to be gay because i've thought of it as part of my identity for so long and then it's what if this is just homophobia speaking? i guess i'll only ever know when that someone comes along and finds me just as adorable as I found my 3rd grade lady crush
Don't worry about it! Third grade, I mean.. man, I forget how old I was in third grade. 10ish? Don't worry about something that happened back then, and it's okay if you're confused. But I kind of wonder, what made you pull it into question? Did you get a crush on a guy, or are you just wondering? Just think about a life with/being with either gender, and that will help you.