Hey everyone, I do know that the key to have other value you is to put yourself first and be comfortable with who you are by valuing yourself within your own principles. I do know for a fact that I am not the kind of guy who just feels comfortable on going on one of those apps and fiding a one time sex partner... I say that because I've done that and I didn't feel good afterwards, I think my insecurities, at the time, spoke louder than my inner voice, and the fact that this supper ripped guy wanted to hook up with me got me thinking "Yolo" I may never have a guy like this to have 'fun' with ever again... I do regret some of my choices, and I think I learned a lot from the wrong choices I made but at the same time I still catch myself sometimes thinking: "But just a casual hook up may do no harm, I need to live, I can't live in fear, I'm young, I have time..." Now, the thing here is that I'm having a little trouble being true to my 'essence' I'd say... I don't want to grow old and be that pervert who has meaningless relations with people to fill some sort of void, at the same time I'm too scared to look for a relationship because I feel like I'd get hurt and my 'standards' won't allow me to find somone worthy, since the past experiences I had left me on a bad place... Any advice on this??? Much appreciated!!
