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Very confused

Discussion in 'Sexual Orientation' started by paranoidkid, Dec 8, 2013.

  1. paranoidkid

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    Okay so, mostly I'm straight. I knew that for 19 years and didn't question it ever. Then I freaked out I was gay for the dumbest reason. So now tho I kind of figured myself all out again, as believe I am straight. But one thing has got me still. When I fantasize, I fantasize about an ass in blue sweatpants for some reason. This scene in my head initially was from a guy I saw. But weird part is, I don't fantasize about the guy. And the ass is a completely different shape in my head from what I saw. So all I fantasize about is litterly a really nice ass in sweatpants. Now ur asking me why this is in my head; well I worried I was attracted to him and got all worried I was attracted to his ass and I was worrying that I would think about it when I masturbate and sure enough the worrying did make it happen. But anyways, I don't picture the guy In the fantasy and the ass is completely different from what I saw on him. And when I do have it I also picture a girls ass as well so it's not just this ass but like. I make the ass in the sweatpants a girls ass you can say. And for some reason I have a fetishes for seeing asses with sweatpants. Idk why don't ask. But yeah I'm stuck. It's a way diff shape ass from what was on the guy, the only thing that stuck was the blue sweatpants. And I also fantasize about another ass when this happens and it's a girls ass and I'm 110% sure. Problem is, idk what to think about the blue sweatpants ass and what gender to make it. I also have a fetishes for nice asses as u can see. And also I exclusively fantasize about girls and girls only when it's not this fantasy. I just dont know what gender to put that ass in. People say an ass is an ass. So I'm confused, help please :frowning2:

    Btw j also have ocd so I obsess over so much stuff in life. And I don't know if that's why this is happening but I really need help.

    And I didn't join this site because I had gay fantasies. I never had gay fantasies in my life. And even when I joined I never did. It wasn't until I read it did I start to worry about it and then this happend.
     
    #1 paranoidkid, Dec 8, 2013
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