I think I might be gay but all I want to do is fuck women. I find them very arousing but I can't get hard from straight thoughts or straight porn anymore. I find the idea of sex with men really repugnant (no offense) but I get really hard from gay porn.
That's... a bit questionable, lol. Maybe it has to do with the fact that men know exactly how to pleasure other men because they know what feels good. Does the male anatomy arouse you?
OK here's a thought for you since you seem to be using porn as a basis for this! List some of the differences and some of the similarities between the straight porn you would usually watch and the gay porn you are currently enjoying. Could just be that you like some aspects of it and you've just watched enough straight porn that you've got bored of it!