hi guys, so heres my story. growing up i was attracted to opposite sex. i remember when i was 12 got crazy addicted to a girl, began dating her when i was 16 but it was shortlived. also something weird happened, i kept on looking at my classmates neck, a guy, which i think is very attractive. i brushed it off. come college, i entered an exclusive all boys school.. you know where this is going..but yes i got emotionally attached to one of my mates. but i removed it from my thoughts. never dated anyone because of this confusion but i did have some attractions to girls outside college. when i was already working. got addicted to a girl, courted her, it didnt work well at the same time i got emotionally attached to a guy at same work. we begin going out in secret but im not sure if he just wants me in their religion so i stopped. its so confusing being attracted to both of them. is it even possible? due to this i dated lots of girls but never got serious. theres also a constant thought in my head saying what uf i get married and she found out about this it will ruin us or what if i ended with a guy? i will never have children. so those stuff contstantly drained me. so whats your advice when your in this situation? am i really bi?
