I literally do not know Okay I have an interesting predicament. I honestly don't know if I am gay or not. I do not have anything against gays, and I wouldn't mind if I was gay but I honestly don't know. First of all I love the female body. I am very attracted to it. mostly the behind area and breasts. Vaginas kinda weird me out. But also, I enjoy the thought of a penis in my mouth or ass. Heres the thing though, at the same time, gay porn weirds me out (i watch it and it just seems weird, I can't get off to it) and also, I could never see myself in a relationship with another man. I couldn't see myself dating a man. I love talking to women and the whole flirting process and dating process, but at the same time I watch porno's and I fantasize about being the woman in the videos. So the best way to describe my sexuality at the moment is that I wish I was a woman... I guess. I know that's really weird. But I get weirded out by gay porn and I'm uncomfortable by the thought of being a man and being in a relationship with another man. But at the same time I enjoy having a penis in my ass or mouth. I've never actually had gay sex before, but i've played with dildos and I absolutely love it in my ass. I also love giving sex to another person in their ass (man or woman). I have had anal sex with women before and I just overall have a fetish for anal sex, the same for giving AND receiving. but I never fantasize about sticking my penis in a vagina, because sticking it in an ass is a tighter hole and it does more for me and I can get off better and faster.
