So I have a boyfriend and I care deeply about him but sometimes when we get intimate I cant help but fantasize about women doing things with me so that I could get off with my bf. I feel that I am attracted to men but I feel a strong pull toward wanting a women. Whenever I have my "alone" time I mostly pay attention to the women in the videos. I have flirted with girls before and thought heavily about romantically being with a woman as well as sexually but usually become too scared to take the next step. Could I be bicurious or bisexual? Did anyone else here experience something similar before realizing that they were bi or even a lesbian?
I believe your probably bicurious, your curious about the idea of being romantically or sexually involved with a women. I know for me I always was into women not always sexually (that didn't start till a few years back) but I always mentally preferred to be around other girls, touch them and be with them it wasn't a surprise when I figured I was bi. but to be honest, I suggest you give it time- you'll eventually fiqure it out. Have you told your boyfriend yet?
:eusa_naug ---------- Post added 29th Jan 2014 at 04:58 PM ---------- of course your boyfriend will most likely be into you experimenting.
My bf kind of knows about my feelings but doesnt quite understand how adamant I feel about trying this out. I just feel like if I didnt in my life at least try and see if I am than I would regret never having tried.