I really think I might be lesbian.. but idk... I cant see myself having sex with a guy really.. I have always liked women, in 7th grade I had a major crush on a very beautiful, kinda young compared to some,teacher I would always be thinking of her and how beatiful she was I wanted to know what she was like outside of school and stuff. I recently got involved sexually with a girl who is now my gf, and when I think about a guy and sex I sometimes feel sick I had a bf, but I never really liked him.... just recently got him to leave me alone he thinks im the only girl for him, though my gf is amazing, I have liked her for 4 years. She wrote a really amazing poem for me today that made me cry anyway, im just so confused, im already out to most people in my life escept my brothers, as bisexual
What I like to do, and recommend to others it write down what you find attractive about the sexes. For me the male list is very short... but the female(or anyone that claims to be so) is a longer list. While I do fantasize occasionally about a male "member" the person in said fantasy is never a male, but a female. For me, most men(who would be a dating option) are gross... because I was a "Male" for 27 years I guess... I know how Hetero "males" think... and it absolutely disgusts me.
The guy list is like non existent then. I havent really liked a lot of guys and dont have any guy crushes not even on any public figures , celebrities. Saw this one guy with lots of muscle and he looked weird to me and I get so annoyed when guys try to flirt with me ---------- Post added 18th Feb 2014 at 09:23 PM ---------- I really love watching gretchen wilson music videos, especially redneck woman, im a country person. Gretchen wilson is beautiful..
Sounds to me like you are gay, but who needs a label, you have a great girlfriend and you are happy just go with it.
